I continue to feel ill, but not in pain - rather like the worst flu but without the temperature - I will spare you the horrible details. I had hoped to get checked out but - -

I was supposed to get a bed in the oncology ward yesterday to see the consultant and to have more chemo (if I am deemed up to it).  But this depends on others leaving the ward. So I ring up every day and now find that I may not get in this week. This may partly be because they do not know I am feeling a lot worse. So I have been phoning round and sending emails to tell them. All very stressful.