What I have not said during recent posts is that I am feeling less well than usual. This is due to being very breathless when I do anything much. I even struggled to empty the dishwasher the other day. This dates back into July.
Last week was spent worrying, getting an xray, worrying, writing emails and visiting the oncology department in Ipswich. In between - a bit of shopping and the usual trivia of domestic life.
The current position is that the breathlessness is not due to gross return of cancer - which does not show on the xray. I am to have a scan to narrow the likely causes - which maybe a reaction to Tarceva or minute blood clots or an infection.
So I am hanging out and trying (not very successfully) to be restful and calm - and of course - - -
"But at my back I always hear
Time's winged chariot hurrying near;"
Friday, 26 August 2011
Thursday 26th August - two years since diagnosis
I called the end of the first year 'the birthday of my life ' - it is a new life and has not been without its fun and pleasures, so I acknowledge the end of the second year of survival. This makes me sound very grand - with an 'official' birthday and a normal birthday!
And I thank the NHS oncology team at Ipswich hospital for their good care.
And I thank the NHS oncology team at Ipswich hospital for their good care.
Sunday, 21 August 2011
Titchmarsh to Woodbridge
| Leaving Titchmarsh - on passage to River Deben |
I had to walk home as I did not leave the car at the marina - a mistake. I am off to my bunk - I mean bed - by way of a shower - I can still feel the movement of the boat.
Saturday, 20 August 2011
Titchmarsh
Feeling a bit more positive today -so I spent the morning fixing new, lighter, chain to the anchor. I had rather too short a length of heavy chain previously. I was then caught out by the weather - which threw down a lot of rain. But the boat ready to go - to catch the tide up the river Deben tomorrow - leaving quite early.
Friday, 19 August 2011
Friday - pottering around in Titchmarsh
| The Backwaters at high water - viewed from the marina - complete with a Mirror dinghy and Felixstowe container port beyond. |
Thursday - I escape from the anchorage and hole up in Titchmarsh
| In the marina - the cover needed due to heavy rain |
I then anchored again on the way to Titchmarsh to wait for the tide - by Stony Point. I made a mess of this too although I motored it out in the end.
I enjoyed the waves going down Hamford water towards the river up to Titchmarsh - but was freaked out by the problems with anchoring and the strength of the wind.
Into Titchmarsh by 11-15. Very tired and slept all afternoon whilst the rain lashed down. Put up the cover after the rain - and then went to the carvery in the marina for supper. Very heavy rain on the way back - no umbrella so a lot of damp clothes. A rather bad day really.
Wednesday - Ramsholt to Walton Backwaters - Hamford anchorage
| More mud - I anchored too close to the bank and went aground |
It is a lot easier to do things at sea as there is a lot of room. So with the sails up I was at the bouy that marks the entrance to the Backwaters by 10-00 - a nice gentle reach into Hamford Water. By 11-20 I was anchored.
ButI made a number of errors here. One was to anchor too close to the shallow mud. The picture does not show it well enough to show that there was quite a lot of waves breaking on the mud. I also let out too muh rope and had a problem with the boat not turning up to the tide when the tide turned. I suspect the rope caught onto the keel - so a lot of messing on pulling up the keel and trying to work out what to do. It was OK eventually.
I was more scared here than usual. And it was too cold to sit out in the late afternoon.
Tuesday - Woodbridge to Ramsholt
| Godwit on the mud bank next to where I picked up a bouy at Ramsholt |
Picked up a mooring (with some difficulty due to tide and wind) by 17-00. The river had some white horses and the boat lay awkwardly to the current for a while.
Tuesday, 16 August 2011
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| The Deben and areas I am going to visit - main objective is the Walton Backwaters. |
So I am off shortly to the boat - now full of food and junk. I am finding it hard to remember what to take and also I have got too accostomed to the comforts of life ashore. The plan is to go downstream with the ebb at about 15-00 hours and escape the Deben tomorrow morning (on a bad tide) - heading for the Walton Backwaters. I hope to get some network connectivity to update on progress.
Tuesday, 9 August 2011
I continue to feel zapped. I am now into hoping this is just a long recovery time from last week but - - - . I have been back to the gym and my muscles are OK but I am not good at the cardio-vascular. I have also done a lot of sleeping.
I have changed my diet - it seems that some of the digestion problems that I took to be simple side effects of Tarceva were actually lactose intolerance. I found this becuase I did not have much milk or cheese during the regatta and have stopped eating it since. It also means that I have not drunk much coffee this week, as I do not like it without milk.
I have changed my diet - it seems that some of the digestion problems that I took to be simple side effects of Tarceva were actually lactose intolerance. I found this becuase I did not have much milk or cheese during the regatta and have stopped eating it since. It also means that I have not drunk much coffee this week, as I do not like it without milk.
Friday, 5 August 2011
Thursday, 4 August 2011
| Just before the start of the medium handicap race |
| Different type of race - they built the rafts in heavy rain in the morning. |
Bruises are healing well.
Wednesday, 3 August 2011
Regatta day 4: preparation paid off as I went in close to the bank. Bright and hot sunshine. No wind in the morning but racing did not start until 13-00, by which time there was a modest sea breeze. A good day.
Race 1: the right wind and a better course as it had some reaches as well as beats and a run. I sailed a bit better - but my boat speed is less than other streakers. No major dramas - apart from an almost-capsise filling the boat with water - and the self bailers are rubbish. Came 12th - lower down the fleet than I thought at the time.
Race 2: The wind got up for this. I started it and went as far as the Cut - then bore away and did some planing on reaches pretending that I was practising gybes. Then went shore, which was quite an effort and I had really had enough by the time the boat was on its trolly. Then changed, had tea and cakes, packed the boat and came home - the activities interspersed with talking to people..
Race 1: the right wind and a better course as it had some reaches as well as beats and a run. I sailed a bit better - but my boat speed is less than other streakers. No major dramas - apart from an almost-capsise filling the boat with water - and the self bailers are rubbish. Came 12th - lower down the fleet than I thought at the time.
Race 2: The wind got up for this. I started it and went as far as the Cut - then bore away and did some planing on reaches pretending that I was practising gybes. Then went shore, which was quite an effort and I had really had enough by the time the boat was on its trolly. Then changed, had tea and cakes, packed the boat and came home - the activities interspersed with talking to people..
Tuesday, 2 August 2011
| The steep bank downstream from the start - at low water - to see how close in I can go. |
Regatta day 3: I feel a lot healthier today. Modest wind and a pleasant day. BBQ in the evening in the best traditions of regattas. A few bruises sre beginning to look impressive. Good stuff.
Race 1: I started on the line. I was not far behind the fast streakers for about half the first beat. But I got tired and gradually dropped back but I still had a good time. I came 10th. I am not sure whether the feeling of sailiing in treacle is my technique or the (old) boat with slightly difficult sail controls. It went wrong at the last mark (which was from a run to a beat) - I got tangled with some agressive small children in a small boat (calling for water when they had no overlap!) - concentration goes - I lost my footing and - splash. But I did get the boat up and finished the race.
Race 2: I did intend to sail it but the course was the same two mile beat that I did not fancy yesterday - so I did the start (to get more points than not sailing at all) for practice and played with some sail settings - and had cake and coffee instead.
Race 1: I started on the line. I was not far behind the fast streakers for about half the first beat. But I got tired and gradually dropped back but I still had a good time. I came 10th. I am not sure whether the feeling of sailiing in treacle is my technique or the (old) boat with slightly difficult sail controls. It went wrong at the last mark (which was from a run to a beat) - I got tangled with some agressive small children in a small boat (calling for water when they had no overlap!) - concentration goes - I lost my footing and - splash. But I did get the boat up and finished the race.
Race 2: I did intend to sail it but the course was the same two mile beat that I did not fancy yesterday - so I did the start (to get more points than not sailing at all) for practice and played with some sail settings - and had cake and coffee instead.
| Launching and recovery is difficult due to narrow slipway and a lot of boats |
Monday, 1 August 2011
Regatta day 2: Better sailing and good weather. The start times are limited by the tides - so today it was an 11-30 start - with the tide stronger for the first race, the wind stronger for the second race.
Race 1: I got a decent start which made me realise the limitations of other aspects of my sailing - slow tacking and also not going as fast as I think I should. I did finish and was not last! - I was actually 9th. But the races here are very long for my stamina (the 'short' morning race was well over an hour).
Race 2: Discretion the better part of valour and I decided not to race. This was the right decision as the wind got up and there was a very long beat to the furthest mark (I think over two miles and against the tide) and a long run back.So I pottered around, ate cake and drank tea. In bright sunshine.
Race 1: I got a decent start which made me realise the limitations of other aspects of my sailing - slow tacking and also not going as fast as I think I should. I did finish and was not last! - I was actually 9th. But the races here are very long for my stamina (the 'short' morning race was well over an hour).
Race 2: Discretion the better part of valour and I decided not to race. This was the right decision as the wind got up and there was a very long beat to the furthest mark (I think over two miles and against the tide) and a long run back.So I pottered around, ate cake and drank tea. In bright sunshine.
Sunday, 31 July 2011
Regatta day 1: A learning experience. There was bright sunshine - light wind in the morning with a lot of tide - good wind for the second race. I am in the second of four fleets to start - the medium handicap. All the other streakers are a lot faster - sigh.
race 1 - DNF - it was awful as I messed up the start. Too far off the start - too much tide - too little wind - too little skill. So I did about ten minutes and decided it was a hopeless case and retreated to eat rolls and drink coffee. Fell in trying to get from my boat to the pontoon - if it goes wrong - it goes wrong properly.
race 2 - started badly but I finished - not last but not far off. I was actually 8th - so the others must have done even dafter things - - . But I felt a bit better about it all. Again - a lot of mistakes (including an almost-capsize filling the boat with water).
race 1 - DNF - it was awful as I messed up the start. Too far off the start - too much tide - too little wind - too little skill. So I did about ten minutes and decided it was a hopeless case and retreated to eat rolls and drink coffee. Fell in trying to get from my boat to the pontoon - if it goes wrong - it goes wrong properly.
race 2 - started badly but I finished - not last but not far off. I was actually 8th - so the others must have done even dafter things - - . But I felt a bit better about it all. Again - a lot of mistakes (including an almost-capsize filling the boat with water).
Saturday, 30 July 2011
Today - we have the preparation for the sailing club regatta. This will involve going to the shops for high energy food, getting my sailing kit together and figuring out the logistics of getting launched alongside 50 other boats.
Friday, 29 July 2011
| Typical view of the Deben - low lying, wooded banks with mud flats exposed at low tide. At high tide - the drowned vegetation is just visible beyond the (traditional) yacht. |
Thursday - Sailed upstream on the flood (HW at 11-00). The wind was on the nose but I was helped by tide and hindered by moored boats as tacking between them takes a bit of care.
It was mostly there and back again, but I did play near the sailing club for a while and went onto the pontoon there for experience and hot water. Weather - cold and then hot for a short time on Thursday - a reminder that heat is good.
Interesting - when I got up on Thursday the depression had evaporated and I have been fine since - even when I was cleaning the deck this afternoon. That's what sailing does - -
Tuesday, 26 July 2011
Nothing interesting - I have felt gloomy for a few days. Sailed the dinghy on Sunday to practice tacking and gybing again, but otherwise have sat around feeling sorry for myself and bad-tempered to go with it. Dentist today - teeth good - rather better than the rest of me feels. I was not even cheered by seeing masses of butterflies last week - including hundreds of gatekeepers.
Plan to take Lookfar out on the river for a couple of days.
| Gatekeepr - not my picture - this from an identification web site |
Sunday, 24 July 2011
| Cool exersise for various muscles |
| This is the hardest but is done more slowly than the picture |
Thursday, 21 July 2011
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
Monday, 18 July 2011
A wet and windy weekend - with no sailing by me - disappointing.
I had intended to sail in the streaker Open meeting. But prudence prevailed and I did not even think of it when I got up and saw wind and lashing rain. But it was sailed and the topper fleet was especially hardy (and young). I watched in pouring rain under threee layers of waterproofs and did a few helpful things.
The baby swallows flew the nest over Saturday night. Two of them came back on Sunday when it rained.
I did not sail on Sunday - a very long race down the river to windward (and then back) which lasted over an hour and a half in strong wind with squalls - it would probably have written me off.
All a bit depressing really - and bad weather due to continue all the week into the next round of races at the weekend. I should be used to dubious weather by now - - but I am not.
I had intended to sail in the streaker Open meeting. But prudence prevailed and I did not even think of it when I got up and saw wind and lashing rain. But it was sailed and the topper fleet was especially hardy (and young). I watched in pouring rain under threee layers of waterproofs and did a few helpful things.
The baby swallows flew the nest over Saturday night. Two of them came back on Sunday when it rained.
| They look smug more than cute! |
All a bit depressing really - and bad weather due to continue all the week into the next round of races at the weekend. I should be used to dubious weather by now - - but I am not.
Friday, 15 July 2011
Goodbye car - uplifted early this morning by http://www.giveacar.co.uk/ - a good and easy way to get rid of an old car. Surprisingly sad to see it go - - - .
The week has gone by with very little to show for it - apart from a superficial reading of the easy parts of the Racing Rules and a couple of visits to the gym. A general feeling of gloom - I blame the nasty weather and perhaps some reaction to the excesses of last week. And today I need to mend my centre board and sit in the sun before the rain and wind due tomorrow.
| green car - faithful friend since 2004 |
Monday, 11 July 2011
| Another day - another best beach Looking North towards the Deben estuary from Felixstow |
Sunday was a reminder of how awful racing can be. I got a good start but thereafter I could not get in the groove - with light and shifty winds against the tide. The wind dropped and it took half an hour to cover about ten boat lengths to the finish line. But - hey - I finished and came 4th (behind a load of Toppers). But half the fleet did not finish. Not great fun - sailing can be awful and I am glad for the reminder - in some ghastly way. I have since read up on sail settings and think I had the sail wrong for the light wind conditions - not enough outhaul.
Thursday, 7 July 2011
What to do with the old car? Solution - - - it gets scrapped (or sold) through this - which sounds wonderful - we will see - - http://www.giveacar.co.uk/
Wednesday, 6 July 2011
Whatever next? A replacement car for the old green Almera which has done many years of faithful service. Spent most of today making up my mind and getting insurance sorted out.
I promise to clean it sometimes. (Oh - and it is a Merc automatic incase you wondered. This is a 'compact executive car' apparently. But it is a year older than the faithful green car so maybe not quite as posh as you might think.)
I promise to clean it sometimes. (Oh - and it is a Merc automatic incase you wondered. This is a 'compact executive car' apparently. But it is a year older than the faithful green car so maybe not quite as posh as you might think.)
Monday, 4 July 2011
Friday, 1 July 2011
Tuesday -> Wednesday -> Thursday - on the river for a shake-down cruise. Just as well as several things worked loose including the shackles that held the main sheet blocks and the genoa blocks.
I went downstream with the tide and the wind - and picked up the big visitor's bouy in the entrance to the Deben. There was ferocious current in and out for some of the tide, but it was a fun place to stay when the wind was reasonable. I dropped the mooring at 9-00 on Thursday and went back with the wind on the nose but the tide with me. It took longer than it should because of aggrevations with shackles. I solved these by picking up a mooring and fixing them.
Next task - to check all shackles and split pins
| Shows how close the bouy is to Bawdsey beach - and the white bits show the strong current. |
| View out to sea and my wake in the tide. |
Thursday, 30 June 2011
Monday: No haar - I tried another favourite beach. Bawdsey - you can park right by the beach and barely have to move all day, apart from getting an ice cream. I park overlooking the river, roughly at the end of the trees to the left. A great place.
| Bawdsey Quay and beach. Seen from Lookfar on the visitor's mooring in the Deben, of which more in another post |
Sunday, 26 June 2011
What heatwave? I went to the beach at shingle street to lie around in the sun to recover from yesterday. The haar came in after an hour (they call it sea mist here which is not such a good name).
But a nice day out.
| Haar at shingle street. It was not a proper Scottish haar but enough to keep the heat wave away. |
Saturday - I completed a race - how about that! I never thought to do a race again, let alone finish one. I was last ashore - but who cares - I finished!
The conditions are much more challenging than sailing a triangle or figure of eight on open water. It is more like an obstacle race, but I am expecting that I will learn where things are and where the regular gusts are. I went for the fast handicap - which meant three circuits of the course below Loder's Cut (which is a gap in the mud banks cut by some guy called Loder in the late 19th c.). The slow handicap fleet (I can sail in either) only did one circuit.
There are moored boats all along, the tide varies and the wind is shadowed in places by trees and banks. It also funnels down around 9 and C . So within about three boat lengths you go from being becalmed to being almost overpowered. The only decent wind was between 7 and D. It can only be good for my technique! One has also to identify the marks and remember the course (yea - it is written down but you don't want to take your eye off the wind to look.) I got lost twice - which I suppose is quite good really.
They do 5,4,1 starts from the clubhouse. I started almost on the line (which I could not see due to moored boats) - and did OK until I could not spot 7 or distinguish D from a load of mooring bouys! There are two bouys at 14 so I headed to the wrong one - and then the mainsheet untied itself (OK I had not fixed the knot properly) and I lost where I was whilst I re-tied it. I slowed down as I got tired but hung on in there and finished. Fun - fun - fun. Or fun without the need to bring the boat ashore and pull it up the ramps by myself (everyone else was in) and then unrig it. But I did it and there was very nice cake and tea in the galley.
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| Course 19 |
There are moored boats all along, the tide varies and the wind is shadowed in places by trees and banks. It also funnels down around 9 and C . So within about three boat lengths you go from being becalmed to being almost overpowered. The only decent wind was between 7 and D. It can only be good for my technique! One has also to identify the marks and remember the course (yea - it is written down but you don't want to take your eye off the wind to look.) I got lost twice - which I suppose is quite good really.
They do 5,4,1 starts from the clubhouse. I started almost on the line (which I could not see due to moored boats) - and did OK until I could not spot 7 or distinguish D from a load of mooring bouys! There are two bouys at 14 so I headed to the wrong one - and then the mainsheet untied itself (OK I had not fixed the knot properly) and I lost where I was whilst I re-tied it. I slowed down as I got tired but hung on in there and finished. Fun - fun - fun. Or fun without the need to bring the boat ashore and pull it up the ramps by myself (everyone else was in) and then unrig it. But I did it and there was very nice cake and tea in the galley.
Friday, 24 June 2011
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| The mill pond for the Tidemill seen from the other side of the river. An image from the Frith collection. |
Have also done the usual trivia and been to the gym and advertised a laser for sale.
Tuesday, 21 June 2011
Today - the summer solstice.
http://www.usno.navy.mil/USNO/astronomical-applications/data-services/earth-seasons
Needless to say the sun itself is not in sight.
2011 2011
d h m d h m
Equinoxes Mar 20 23 21 Sept 23 09 05
Solstices June 21 17 16 Dec 22 05 30Not sure how to acknowledge it even. I thought it was the whole day - but apparently not - the time (GMT) given here from:-http://www.usno.navy.mil/USNO/astronomical-applications/data-services/earth-seasons
Needless to say the sun itself is not in sight.
Monday, 20 June 2011
| Swallow on a noticeboard - Deben Yacht Club |
I am surprised not to have a lot of aches and pains today - maybe the good effect of resistance training. I did not expect ever to race again and it reminded me - what fun and enjoyment - what effort and pain.
Grossed in sun and did a minor repair all day.
Sunday, 19 June 2011
| River walk from the sailing club balcony |
| Just after the start of the Topper race. The wind got up later. |
Aim - to finish one race this season (they do very long races and wonder why more people don't race). (One of the problems of handicap racing due to the need to give the really fast boats a decent length of race which is too long for the slower boats.)
Friday, 17 June 2011
The week - full of domestic trivia and bad weather. I even did some shopping and cooking. Do feminists bake cakes?
The weather is frustrating attempts to go sailing in Lookfar or in a dinghy. High wind is forecast over the weekend and into next week. With rain. It looks as if I will be forced to write documentation, as I have almost tidied the flat and done my accounts.
The weather is frustrating attempts to go sailing in Lookfar or in a dinghy. High wind is forecast over the weekend and into next week. With rain. It looks as if I will be forced to write documentation, as I have almost tidied the flat and done my accounts.
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Monday, 13 June 2011
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| DYC standard courses: starts from the clubhouse |
Very horrible weather still.
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Sunny in the morning but it became cold and windy, with heavy rain after lunch.
I went to the boat and fixed the mainsail on the boom before it rained.
Talked to the families that own these boats on the way there. Scuttled back as the wind got colder and the rain nastier. The rest of the day indoors - partly doing some useful things (such as studying the sailing club's standard race courses - which were incomprehensible but are getting easier as I get more familiar with the river) but mostly not doing much at all.
I went to the boat and fixed the mainsail on the boom before it rained.
| At low tide alongside the town quay - the entrance to the Tidemill marina is between the white buildings |
Saturday, 11 June 2011
a.m. A good session in the gym. The rest of the day trying to sort out my house (as usual - it seems a never-ending task) and an expedition to the shops and to drink coffee in Neros - yet again. The weather is not nice - so no grossing in the sun. Wrote emails and watched tele - as usual.
I am wondering how to exesise the brain - implying a re-think about how to live.
I am wondering how to exesise the brain - implying a re-think about how to live.
Friday, 10 June 2011
I had lunch with Aidan in London - got drenched with heavy rain - wandered around a couple of old stamping grounds - headed for the train back quite early. As there was some chaos on the line ahead this was just as well - but there was only a minor delay in the end. Then supper at the sailing club. A rather long day - but I felt good at the end of it.
Thursday, 9 June 2011
a.m. The birds indicate an improvement in mood this morning - they are supposed to move around - very silly.... Almost finished doing tax accounts - now a lot of checking tedious detail - not as if I have a mega-income.
p.m. Visit to Ipswich hospital to oncology clinic and to get more supplies of the wonder-drug. It all seems to be working and indeed I feel quite 'normal' - whatever that conveys to you. Heavy rain on my return somewhat dampening to mood.
Wednesday, 8 June 2011
Tuesday, 7 June 2011
11-50 hrs: got up feeling a bit depressed - an hour in the gym was good and am now trying to catch up with domestic admin, dealing with U3A website and putting books on shelves. (Yes - they are still on the floor).
eve: The rest of the day - lots of minor things -domestic admin, cycled to the boat (put on the genoa), back via the shops and more domestic triva alongside watching tele.
eve: The rest of the day - lots of minor things -domestic admin, cycled to the boat (put on the genoa), back via the shops and more domestic triva alongside watching tele.
Monday, 6 June 2011
a.m. Heavy rain all day and a cold wind - back into winter clothes and off with sandals. I am intending to make a daily entry on the blog - as good discipline for me. Not, I hope, a substitute for writing proper letters (ie emails).
21-00 hrs: Geology group of U3A - last meeting until September. I like geology - I like the stimulus the group gives, but I often find going to a meeting a bit annoying. I also find U3A a bit annoying too.
Went into Ipswich hospital for an Xray after, which did not take very long as oncology xrays are fast-tracked. (The special xray unit for oncology was merged with the general unit and the deal was that we would not have to wait long.) Usual feeling of unease as I was called before some other people - but also pleased at not having a long wait.
Did nothing of any significance for the rest of the day - dropped into the letting agent to get someone to fix some electricity glitches, had a coffee in Nero's and bought a pair of shorts and a sun hat in the hope of better weather. General feeling of dissatisfaction by the evening.
Saturday
| Downwind finish - Mike in his streaker. |
Monday 8-40 hrs: The last five days much taken up with boating - but I have not been afloat. The long race on Saturday (6 N miles approx) was too windy for my muscles - (three boats launched from the club and only two finished). I hung out on the balcony of the club and sat in the sun. This was frustrating as I had prepared the boat and myself for the event. Then Sunday was too windy as well, so I visited Lookfar, where it was cold and windy by the afternoon - but I did fix a few things apart from which I did nothing all day apart from reading a few pages of a geology text book. Too much tele . .
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
| Lookfar lifted. Tidemill office behind the bow. The green car has all my picnic gear spread out next to it |
| The underside - showing the new gasket and the refurbished plate holding it in. |
Then - the slot gasket was done and ( after the picture) I patched the anti-fouling. Launched after lunch and did nothing much else for the rest of the day, apart from lounging in the cockpit. It clouded in the afternoon and a cold wind came in - but still shorts-weather. The deck is dirty and the inside needs to be sorted out - but we are at least back in the water.
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